Nearly 10 years ago I decided to embark on a crazy adventure: I decided to train for a half marathon. This is "crazy" because I spent my entire life being the complete opposite of athletic. I am uncoordinated, unmotivated, out of shape, and if I am being completely honest, lazy. At least I was. But in 2006 I did the unthinkable, I got off my lazy, uncoordinated butt and I trained to run 13.1 miles.
And run it I did. In fact, until I became a mother, I marked the completion of that half marathon as being the greatest achievement of my life. And why wouldn't I categorize it as my greatest achievement? When I crossed the finish line of that race in June 2006, that was the most physically and mentally challenging accomplishment for me - EVER. I went from barely being able to walk a few miles to someone who could actually run a half marathon - even I didn't think that was possible.
After completing that race in 2006 I finally admitted I was a runner. I was proud of what I had accomplished and I vowed to keep up with it, to continue running races and to stay healthy. Of course after having children and a busy life over the last 9 years, I haven't really stuck to my vows. In 2010 I started running again but it has been spotty, a few 5Ks and 10Ks here and there, but overall I have slipped back into a place of being unhealthy and lazy.
And then four months ago I went to Florida to cheer on some family members as they ran the Disney Half Marathon and Full Marathon and I caught the bug again. After being surrounded by all of that wonderful good energy from the runners and the spectators, I knew it was time for me to lace up my sneakers and start training again - I decided to run the Walt Disney World Half Marathon in 2016.
This week I officially began training for this half marathon that I plan to run in 9 months. And while that seems pretty far away and most people can probably train for such a thing in 20 weeks or less, I am starting now. I remember how hard it was to train the last time I did this and the last time I did this, I was almost 10 years younger than I am now! I am older and far more out of shape than I was in 2006; if I want to give myself a real fighting chance (and not injure myself along the way), I need to start training now...slowly.
They say that with age comes wisdom, so I am trying to use what I learned from every race I ever trained for to help me prepare for this half marathon. For example, over the last 10 years I have learned that training for a race is not all physical, a huge part of preparing to run long distances is also mental and emotional. If you are reading this right now and thinking "Psshht, no it's not" then congratulations, you are probably a person who is easily self-motivated and has a natural inclination for athleticism. Unfortunately I am not one of those people. If I start off a run thinking "I don't want to do this" or if I get too focused on how much I have left to do ("Ugh, I have to run another 15 minutes, that is SOOO much running and I am SOOO tired!"), then I will have a bad run - that is, if I can even muster up the energy to run at all. Before I go for a run I need to psych myself up, I need to get happy about the exercise I am about to do. And while I am running I need to focus on how far I have come instead of what I have left to do. Using these little mental tricks has helped get me through a few races and has definitely helped get me through my first week of half marathon training.
I have spent a good part of my life laughing at the thought of "positive thinking". I always considered it a bit hokey and unrealistic but now I am definitely seeing the benefits of thinking positively. I think this Buddha quote really says it all: "We are shaped by our thoughts, we become what we think".
And I think I am a runner who can cross the finish line of a half marathon.